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I am not a calm person. I am a hurricane both inside and out. I’ve tried as hard as I can to box myself up and not spill over the edges of the glass onto anyone’s life. But I can’t. And with each passing day I am learning to be okay with this. I am learning, finally, FINALLY, to love myself, to adore me. I was not taught to do this, I am having to teach myself. I will no longer be apologetic for who I am, for the things I feel. I will not make myself smaller. I will not feel inferior for having a sentimental heart. I will own myself, realize my value, and treasure those who love me for it. I will rise from my own ashes with burning flames of beauty.

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I danced again today.

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I forgot how much I loved dancing. Not just going crazy with my friends at the club dancing, but real dance like the classical Bengali dancing. I forgot how good it makes me feel, elegant, in tune with the music, and precise. At first I really didn’t want to go to practice I was so tired but once I had remembered the moves, it all came back to me so effortlessly as if my body recalled exactly what it needed to do. I feel so graceful when I dance, so empowered and pretty. It’s not a feeling I’m very familiar with. It makes me finally start to look forward to being head coordinator of the Classical Crew this year. I can’t wait to meet with my team Sunday and start our newest piece. Inshallah this will help me gain control of my life again.

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I danced again today.